...........lead me to your way

I'm a voyager wandering to seek the true meaning of happiness.....

For the past couple of weeks I have been perplexed of which I don't know. Seems like something is bothering me. I keep on asking myself why do I'm stack on this trance. Until four of my caring and concerned colleagues got my attention last midnight.

It all started way back during the 10th founding anniversary of our college that I started unconsciously acting gross and rude and that honestly is beyond my will. That incident brought me into hurting some of them.

Last night we've went out to watch a movie at the Time Square Cinema but before that, we spend our dinner in a cozy place nearby the cinema that these four (marc, chris, bL and hazel) colleagues of mine, fished me out for a serious talk that they've opened me up but due to time constraint we only settle the issue halfway but I guess all of us just let that issue died on its own natural death. We'll anyway we have already spoken what we wanted to tell.

We were watching the movie but I couldn't focus for which I'm trying to reflect on what they've told me. After the movie that "Laida and Miguel" played the major character who were portrayed by of course Sarah and John Loyd, we (I'm together with these four people) bid goodbye to some of our companions which includes our motherly dean, Mam Linda (thanks for sponsoring our movie tickets), in short we parted ways but the five of us stick together trying to gig out that we ended up bringing a sumptuous midnight banquets in my place.

Over the dawn, cause they went home by merely 2 AM, I'm still absurd of what happened that until this very morning after having two hours sleep I already knew and understand why I'm being like this. That I'm thinking a lot of stuff for some of my plans were a bit swerving and to add more is on my personal and family matters affecting me very much that I didn't knew I was misbehaving lately.

To all of you guys, thank you for staying with me during those bewildered times and your courage to tell me those words last night was greatly appreaciated on my part. It would help me grow. You were all great, Chris for your unselfish intent to reconcile us, Marc for that undying guidance shed to us, BL (wag ka crying lady ha) and Hazel (wag ka din TH lagi 'neh), ".......sorry na ha".

By now I think I do knew another definition of happiness aside from friendship is to accept everything without ifs and buts.......another bridges and roads were opened for a new avenue of our friendships.

What we need now to do is to burn all those calories that we ate lolz, my goodness, it wrecks my diet truly and my body clock once again was tormented but that's fine as long as I'm with you guys.